Nehemiah 1 - The story continues some 15 years later (after the close of Ezra). Nehemiah (a Jewish man having grown up in Babylon) inquires about the remnant that has returned to Jerusalem and the progress they are making. Reports of a broken down wall and a city left open to attack deeply troubles Nehemiah. So he goes and eats a bowl of ice cream to calm his nerves, meets his friends at the gym to work out his stress, stops off at the mall to do a little stress shopping. He jumps on Facebook and reads every article and every post that has the word “wall” in it. Oh waits… that was me (minus the gym part). Nehemiah, on the other hand, sits down and weeps, for days he mourned, fasted and prayed before God. Why? Because Nehemiah actually knew where to renew his strength (Is 40:31), waiting on the LORD! He reminds himself who God is, and who he is through confession and then powerfully pleads the promises of God not to make things better but for the the Lord to grant him success and use him to fix this problem. God brought Nehemiah to a powerful position in Babylon, he is cupbearer to the King of Persia (what??? is a Jew doing in a such a influential position? The Lord put him there!) this combined with Nehemiah’s heart for God, the Jewish people and Jerusalem, God would now be able to use this man to accomplish His will. God raises one man up and puts another down FOR HIS PURPOSES. Where does God have you today? Look around, he has put you in this place for a reason. He has work to be done here. Is your heart concerned with the things of God, today? Are you ready to ask God to grant YOU success today as YOU do what He is calling you to DO? Does that scare the bahgeezers out of you? I ask cause it does me! Sure there is a part of me, maybe even a big part of me that says “Yes! I want to be used by God!” but then there is another part of me that screams NO!!! I am scared something bad will happen. Praise God! He isn’t finished with me yet.
Nehemiah 2 - Let’s just say that it is a very good thing that Nehemiah was tasked with building the wall and not me. Already 9:00 AM and I haven’t been able to focus on my Bible study at all. My mind darting here and there, stopping real quick to do this and that. Open my Bible, Deposit a check, start reading, Oh crap! Not as much work in first quarter better review the budget for February, resume reading, answer an email, I mean it’s an inquiry for a photoshoot, I better jump on that right now! Read a little more, (kids are up) respond to a text (don’t want to be rude), try to finish reading, update the calendar before I forget (I’m getting old!). READ CIJA!! But there is breakfast to be made, devotions with the girls, and we NEED to get school started! ACK! Sometimes this is reality of trying to spend time in the Word. It isn’t all sun filled windows, cozy chairs and the perfect cup of coffee to accompany your time with Jesus. Is it perfect, No! There will be days like these, but we press on, we try again tomorrow. We take some time to go out, ride around the broken down wall and survey the problem. Examine where things fell apart, I stayed up to late, I over slept this morning, I looked at my phone (email, facebook, instagram, texts) while still in bed. I sat down at my computer to do my Bible study instead of the kitchen table. After taking careful notes of what areas need attention, I told myself… “Come on Cija, let’s rebuild the wall!” Opposition comes but… “The God of heaven will give us success, we His servants will start rebuilding!”
Nehemiah 3 - This chapter meticulously lists the names of the workers and the location of their work on the wall. The one that struck me personally was the perfume maker but it also listed, the High Priests, priests, rulers, goldsmiths, daughters etc. The point being that regardless of background, gender or occupation they all became temporary construction workers to do what the Lord had asked them to do. No excuses, “but I’m the Ruler”, “I’m just a girl” or “I don’t know how”. A group of believers coming together to do what God has called them to do, well… can you imagine? Just think for a moment, if each and every believer out there, read their Bible every day, really spent time studying the Word, really loved their neighbors, really put nothing before God, really went into all the world sharing the Gospel. Just think about what would happen! It starts with us. You. Me. Let’s follow this example!! Let’s RISE UP and DO!
Nehemiah 4 - It shouldn’t come as a surprise that as soon as the Jews got to work doing what the Lord had asked them to do, another wave of opposition came. Angry, red faced opposition, they were ridiculed and made fun of. They prayed and kept on working. The opposition grew angrier and began to plot together to come and fight against Jerusalem and stir up trouble. They prayed and posted a guard to meet the rising threat. But their resolve began to waiver, they looked around saw the rubble still stacked high around them and turned their focus to the opposition they faced. This was the moment their enemies were waiting for. With their heads downcast, the enemy could sneak into the very city “Before they know it or see us, we will be right there among them and will kill them and put an end to the work.” Life can get us down sometimes, even knock us down. Can I encourage you today with the words of Nehemiah “Don’t be afraid of ______. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, your sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes.” Do as these Jews did and return to “the work”. Nehemiah had another vital part of the plan to overcome their enemies. The Jews were spread out, all around the perimeter of the wall, they needed to be together to encourage one another in the Lord so he said, “Wherever you hear the sound of the trumpet, join us there. Our God will fight for us!” There will be great opposition, but we must continue the work, we need to keep our eyes focused on God, remember the Lord who is great and awesome and gather together with other believers on a regular basis to be encouraged.
Nehemiah 5 - We could soak in Nehemiah 5 for a long, long while. There are many topics that could be discussed, rich and poor, ministry and money, taxes, borrowing money etc. But, I want to focus in on verses 6 & 7. Verse 6 “When I heard their outcry and these charges, I was very angry.” I must admit, I can get fired up about things. Just ask my husband, he gets to hear all about it! Over the years, I have learned the importance of what Nehemiah did after he got very angry. Look at verse 7 “After serious thought…”. Nehemiah did not react in his anger, he stopped and gave this issue serious thought. I imagine he prayed, even reviewed the scriptures for God’s direction in this situation, considered the full picture of what was happening and how they got to this place and then acted. This modern age we live in with all our modern technology makes it easy for us to see and hear lots of different things that can make us very angry. We, however, must guard against reacting in that anger, even if it's righteous anger. It is prudent to pause, and give the matter serious thought before you act. Pray, search the scriptures, seek the truth and then move forward. In Nehemiah’s case this proved to be very wise. He ended up rebuking these people after giving the situation much thought and they responded with silence, a realization that what they were doing was wrong and then with the willingness to make it right. We must, as the last chapter said, “Remember the Lord”, take a breath, allow God to have a moment to prepare our hearts and their’s for the work/correction He wants to do.
Wow! I am such a big fan of Nehemiah! I mean, who knew?! This guy never gives up, one thing after another is thrown at him and he just keeps going. I loved this description by David Guzak "Finally, there came a man who did more than wish Jerusalem had walls; he grieved, he ached, he prayed, he planned, he asked boldly, he went, he fought, he encouraged, he stood strong, he saw the job through to completion. But he also had people around him with the same kind of heart.” In so many ways, Nehemiah is everything I am not. In this chapter, his enemies rise up again to try and stop the work. First, they try to make nice with him, “Come let us meet together…” Nehemiah refused four times. The fifth time they turned the heat up, they began to slander Nehemiah, “It has been reported among the nations…” They accused him of all sorts of deception and treachery and then threaten to tell the King if Nehemiah didn’t agree to come and meet with them. I have much to learn from Nehemiah’s response. He simply told them it wasn’t true and they were making it up. No outrage, no freaking out, no fretting about his reputation (how does he do that?!?!) Oh… verse 9 he prayed, “Now strengthen my hands.” The plot and schemes of the opposition doesn’t stop there, another man tries to encourage Nehemiah to hide in the temple because these enemies are seeking to kill him. It even sounds like biblical advise, ya know “hide yourself in God” the “Lord is a strong tower the righteous run into it” but… the law clearly stated that only priest were allowed in the temple. Over and over, Nehemiah had good discernment partially because he as so familiar with scripture that he was able to recognize the bad advise, partially because KNEW God to be trustworthy in ALL circumstances and partially because it is not by might but by the power of the Holy Spirit. I want to be a person that does more than just wishes things were different. I want to be one who see the work through to completion despite the mobs that may seek to stop me.
Nehemiah 7 - With the walls complete, Nehemiah turned his attention to appointing the gatekeepers, singers and priests. This victory of finishing the wall would help to project the jews and give them the safety to worship more freely allowing them to go deeper in their relationships with God. The jews of Jerusalem are not the only one’s that face an enemy who is seeking to harm them. Sin is crouching at our doors looking and waiting for an opportunity to pounce. The wall would act as good protection but with out gatekeepers and someone guarding the wall it would be of little use, one could easily find a way over an unguarded wall. God is capable of leading us to victory over sin in our life, even the one that plagues us, the one that seems impossible to give up. But we would be wise to be like Nehemiah and appoint gatekeepers to keep watch. This could be finding a person that will help you stay accountable, it may also include some housekeeping, getting rid of things that will stumble you, perhaps you will have to put locks on your TV or get rid of certain movie channels, and in extreme cases it might mean quitting a job or ending a relationship. Victory over sin is often very hard work, that includes striping ourselves of things and sometimes people that we hold dear, continued victory over sin requires vigilance, the Bible tells us to be sober and alert. The roots of sin, especially those that have been allowed to grow, dare I say even nurtured, run very deep. We must have guards in place to watch for any signs that root is taking hold again. But praise God there is victory in Jesus!
Nehemiah 8 - Yesterday we talked about the importance of guarding the walls that protect us from sin creeping back into our lives. Today we shift to moving forward. When the Holy Spirit shows us our sin and we see just how “good” we aren’t, broken heartedness can come. Broken over the reality of sin and the cost of that sin, but our brokenness should not be allowed to overshadow the good and holy work that the Spirit is doing in our lives at that moment. Certainly there is a time of tears but the joy of Lord is our strength and after confession it should be our primary focus. Yes we were wrong and the cost of our sin was great, in no way am I trying to make light of that. But Jesus’ sacrifice, love, grace and mercy should move us from sadness to praise! Think about what He has done for you! From praise to deep abiding love for our Savior, from deep abiding love to obedience. Did you see that? We don’t obey God to try and make us lovable or to earn his love. He has lavishly poured out is His love us already (in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us), he couldn’t love us anymore that he already does. We obey God because we love him! It’s the natural progression, if you LOVE him you WILL do what He asks. We love him because he first loved us, we are compelled by his love. Love is the motivator. Obedience is a result of His loving us and us loving Him in return. Now back to what I was saying. Praise to deep abiding love, deep abiding love to obedience and obedience to great joy! Often people think being a Christian is a bummer because they perceive it as a life of rule following. But what they don’t understand, is that obedience to God is the path to true freedom and JOY! So if a recent struggle with sin has got you down, confess it and allow the joy of the Lord to be your strength to get up and (in the words of Toby Mac) MOVE!
Nehemiah 9 - I really loved this chapter it shows the contrast between God and man. Personally, I do good to be reminded of the vast contrast between myself and the Creator of everything. It keeps me in a state of awe and humility. Let me see if I can paraphrase a bit of this contrast for you. God, alone is God, He made the heavens, the earth and all that is on it, the seas and all that is in it, He gives life to everything, He keeps His promises, He is righteous, He hears our cries and does miraculous signs. He has made a name for Himself which remains to this day. He leads us, has given us His Word and provides for us. Yet we can be stiff-necked, arrogant, disobedient and refuse to listen or pay any attention to Him. We put other things before Him, worship other gods and rebel against Him. We cry out to Him when things get tough but the minute we are at rest, we again do what is evil in His sight. But in His great mercy He does not put an end to us or abandon us, for He is a gracious and merciful God! In all that happens to us, He is just and acts faithfully, while we do wrong. If this doesn’t cause you to want to fall to your knees and thank Him for His grace and His mercy I don’t know what will. He is so worthy of our praise!
Nehemiah 10 - The Jewish people were about to get serious about their walk with God, they had prayed, confessed, laid it all out there and now they were going to form a pact about how they were going to move forward. They were going to separate themselves from the way the world operates and live their lives for the sake of God’s purpose. They would strive to make decisions in their romantic relations and their business relationships that were both obedient and glorifying to God. They would make a commitment to supporting God’s work with their time, resources and money. I have been working hard over the last 15 years or so to untie the mess of misunderstandings I have about God. Picture a clump of tangled necklaces, that has to be carefully looked at and painstakingly pulled apart setting one chain free at a time. God is the master untangler, His work is so patient and methodical, gentle and caring that not one piece is broken in the work. He is and has made great progress in teaching me about His true character but He isn’t finished with me yet. Like a bike on a dirt path, I can easily find myself back in a rut I have worn with wrong thinking about who He is. One area that I continue to struggle in is finances and giving. There was a time in our life when giving was easy. We had lots of money and I was happy to buy anything for anyone at anytime. I was known for my extravagant gifts. I was indeed a cheerful giver with my friends and the people in my life but tithe, that was “dues” I paid to keep myself in God’s good graces. With the passing of time, kids entered the scene, I left my high paying position and went to work part time to be with my babies then I quit that job altogether and started my own business. Fourteen months into our life with 3 babies, and six months into a brand new mortgage my husband lost his job. Ends didn’t even come close to meeting. I look back in wonder. How in the world did God bring us through that? It has been 11 years since the day our world turned upside down and the journey has been mind blowing in so many ways. God is so faithful to us and we are still working our way back to where we were (from a income perspective) before that day 11 years ago (in other areas we have come so very far. But it is in the area of finances and giving that much of my “jewelry” is still tangled. If I am honest… I am scared. I agonize over spending every penny that comes our way, terrified that there won’t be anymore pennies. I check, double-check and then check again before every purchase and then I worry, did I do the right thing is God really okay with this purchase or is He mad at me. Ugh! All that to say, THANK YOU, God for being so faithful to keep untying our mess. He doesn’t get frustrated with our tightly tight tangles and just start ripping them apart or give up and throw us away because we still don’t get it! I am so very grateful for that and everyday I must remind myself that I need to surrender to His work in my life, let Him pry the tangled mess of my mind and heart apart, setting my free one chain at a time.
Nehemiah 11 - Temple - check. Wall rebuilt - check. The next thing on Nehemiah’s agenda was to repopulate the Holy City of Jerusalem. A city which had been little more than a rubble filled ghost town for a lot of years. You might think that real estate inside those big strong walls was in big demand, but no. The leaders of the people settled in but beyond that they casted lots to see who would be obligated to move from their country side properties to the city limits. In this case, moving to the city of Jerusalem was a lot like our choice of choosing between the world and Christ. Moving to Jerusalem meant leaving their thriving properties behind and starting up something completely new, something risky, something that would require trusting in God to provide. Living in this holy city, would put them under a spotlight of sorts, everyone would be watching them. Jerusalem was to be a city on a hill, a light and example to the rest of the world. Jerusalem was hated by it’s neighbors. There would be fear of alienation and even persecution. Jerusalem was not a port city or a center for trading. There was no great money to be made there. But there in the midst of the all the rubble was God, King of kings and Lord of lords. Choosing Christ will surely cost you something, material wealth, reputation, worldly pleasures, friends, maybe even family. But I can assure you of this… He is worth it all!!
Nehemiah 12 - Have you ever cleaned a room, really cleaned it, gone through every drawer and every nock and cranny? And then carried out huge bags of trash and things you don’t need or want anymore? And when you are all done you just go stand in the door way and look at the glorious sight for a little while, your little heart fills up with joy knowing that all the junk is gone and all that remains is clean, organized and ready for use. That’s a little bit like worship. Wait, what?! No really, in Nehemiah 12 they are getting ready to worship God. The Temple is done, the wall is done, the people have acknowledge their sin, they have organized where everyone is going to live and now they are getting ready to worship and praise God. The worship leaders prepared by purifying themselves first, you can not lead effective worship if you have junk in your life that needs to be taken to the curb. Psalms 24:3-4 says “ Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD?
Or who may stand in His holy place?He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
Who has not lifted up his soul to an idol,
Nor sworn deceitfully.”
Then they purified the people, the gates and the wall. They prepared their surroundings for worship as well. It’s like cleaning out your drawers. Over time, junk finds its way back in, sometimes to the point where we can’t even close the drawer with a good shove. Trying to find something just leads to frustration, digging through all the just leaves the drawer even messier than it was before. But… once you have taken the time, to sit down, empty it out, sort through it all, keep what is good and useful and get rid of the rest rest. If we want to truly worship God is spirit and truth, we need to take a moment to make sure our “drawers” are in order, the drawers of our hearts and the drawer of our homes. Make sure there isn’t anything holding us back, causing to us to stumble to hide parts of ourselves from Him and then we can open ourselves up and rejoice as God fills our drawers with great joy!
Nehemiah 13 - I got to honest, I did not see this ending coming. I should have, but I didn’t. So much had happened, God had delivered the Israelites from the grips of slavery with the great exodus from Egypt. He had lead them in conquering the land of Canaan and he had eventually handed them over to captivity so they could see their sin and return to Him… mercy and love. He brought them back to Jerusalem and gave them strength in opposition to rebuild the temple and the wall surrounding the city. Far and near they went in their relationship with Him. At the close of chapter 12, I was anticipating a big finish in chapter 13. But what I found was them back in the “far” position again. Nehemiah had returned the King of Persia as promised and had been gone for some 10-12 years, he returned to find Tobiah, one of their biggest opposers of God’s work actually living in the Temple courts. No tithes were being brought to the temple, so the Levites had returned to their country farms, and worst of all they were again marrying people who served other gods. Nehemiah didn’t give up though, he rolled up his sleeves and got to work setting things right again. He purposed in his heart to do all he could do to not only do right himself but to help his brothers and sisters do right as well. Romans 8:3 says “For what the law was powerless to do, in that it was weakened by the sinful nature, God DID by sending His Son… to be a sin offering. Rules can't save us. No matter how diligently we purpose in our hearts to do good, we will fail. Our sinful nature makes us weak. We can not save ourselves with a pledge to do good. We will never be able to live up to that pledge. But God (that one’s for Pastor John), does what we and and the law are powerless to do, He sent His Son to cover the cost of our sin and to save all those who want to be saved. If we simply, confess with our mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and believe that He rose from the dead, WE WILL BE SAVED! That doesn’t make us perfect, but it does make us forgiven! We will continue to mess up but compelled by our love for Christ we will choose more often than not to live for Him and not ourselves.